December 3, 2025 — This poem by Colleen Thibaudeau was read by poet David White at Antler River Poetry’s event Colleen Thibaudeau: An Evening of Poetry and Memories.
My Grandmother’s Sugar Shell, Ontario Baroque
My grandmother’s sugar shell (spoon), Ontario Baroque, has just fallen
out of the uncleaned silver bag.
What does it mean, I wonder.
One day only I saw her stop work.
We lay out on the grass by the highway under the big maple
and two cars went by toward Owen Sound. When she heard
their car coming for dinner, she got up, a big woman
with Scottish shoulders, built too heavy on the top like
all the Stewarts, her leg-bones stilt-like in proportion
to the square rest of her.
And she rose all of a piece,
I remember that she rose up somehow straight and not
hinging her knees, nor using her hands, nor her elbows,
nor leaning her head forward. So that
she was the reverse of a tree falling before a quick gust.
That is, she rose on a slant as if pulleys were attached
to her everywhere
or as if
the kitchen woodstove were a magnet that suddenly
drew her inside. One minute she was
all green and gold lying there dappled. The next
she was half-way up the lawn and in motion over the steps.
The door opened magically and she disappeared. She would
never wonder about anything, just say, “That spoon needs cleaning.”
And yet I think it means she needs remembering.
Colleen Thibaudeau, 1984
“My Grandmother’s Sugar Shell, Ontario Baroque” is from The Martha Landscapes (1984), available from Brick Books.
As part of Colleening 2025, London’s Antler River Poetry group presented an evening of poets reading their favourite Colleen Thibaudeau poems and sharing their memories. Thank you Roy Geiger and Misha Bower for organizing the event and to readers John Tyndall, Jordan Williamson, Karen Schindler, Jennifer Wenn, Jenny Berkel, Peggy Roffey, David White, and Penn Kemp.
For a full recording of Colleen Thibaudeau: An Evening of Poetry and Memories, see the Words Festival YouTube Channel.

Colleening 2025 is a year-long celebration of Colleen Thibaudeau’s centenary.


















